New Decisions

So I have made some decisions about life that I feel pretty good about.
1.) I have decided that I am not moving in the fall. This is a big deal because I have never lived anywhere for longer than 9 months in the past 3 years. I have lacked stability which is something that I need in my life. Change is a hard thing for me and I am glad that I have decided to stay where I am at. It feels right.
2.) I am not going to worry so much. I may or may not tend to get stressed out somewhat easily, but from now on I am going to handle life as it comes and not so be so concerned about the little things. My mom will be so proud.
3.) I am going to be more healthy. That means that I should probably be in bed now rather than doing this...but anyway. I realized that a lot of the reason I am so tired all the time is that I dont do the things I need to keep my body energized. So from now on no more sugar. Kind of kills me, but I think I will survive.
Anyway, you can see that this is a bit different from the last entry. I feel really good about the way my life is going. I understand that we don't have to know everything and that having faith is essential in Heavenly Father's plan. I am excited to see what is in store and I know that it will happen in the appropriate time and place.
I hope all of you are well. I wish luck to you and you all in my prayers. Have a fabulous day!

Life...

So I have decided that life is just too crazy. I have all these plans and they always get muffed up. I understand that I need to be patient and just let things work out the way they are supposed to, but that is so hard. I am the type of person that has to see the end results. I have to know and not knowing is one of the hardest things for me. I know it all has to do with aligning my will with God's and having the faith to know that everything works out in the end. Thats the part that gets me. Its always a challenge for me. I think Im getting better, but sometimes it just gets to me. Things just pile up and it gets hard to balance it all. Thank goodness for the tender mercies the Lord sends. The people who smile at you for no reason and a message that only says "I Love You" from a family member or friend exactly when you need it. The Lord knows what we need when we need it. He will never leave us alone. What a comfort that is in this world that is so unpredictable and dark. I am grateful for the knowledge I have. Even though life is difficult and its hard, I know it would be more of a challenge without that light to guild me through the darkest of days. I guess life isnt as bad as I thought it was. It could be much worse.

Who's Proud!?

After much scolding from my sisters, I have decided to update my blog. I just want to explain that I honestly don't remember that I even have a blog until Amy so kindly tells me how horrible I am at doing it. You can thank her for her warm prompts to update this.
My life...well, nothing too exciting. I finished my first semester of the education program. The end of the semester, to put it lightly, was the worst experience of my life. I am fairly certain I did not sleep the last two weeks of school. But I passed and got the best grades I have ever gotten in college. So I can not complain. Hard work always pays off.
I am going to call it a night, but I promise I will try and remember to not be so terrible at this whole blog thing. At least I am pretty consistant with updating every six months or so. Not too shabby.

Hey all!!! So summer is coming to and end and as sad as it is, I am actually really excited to start school...weird I know! You never thought I would say that, but it is in fact true! Anyway, I start the elementary education program which is honestly going to be the most kick butt thing ever Im pretty sure! Well, I just moved into my new house and its so fun! I love my room! Thanks to Amy's impeccable taste I was able to create a Masterpiece! She pretty much talked me into it all and Im grateful! Im not entirely sure why you have had to just read about my room...that was weird. Sometimes I start talking and I usually cant stop talking such as now...I rock! So since I just talked so much about room I had to post a picture of it! Its cute! Ok, so if this isn't the most random blogs you've read let me know! Later! Hope youre all doing great!

Summer...

So it's been a crazy summer! I recently got the manager position at me work which is awesome, but kinda scary! It's a lot more work. It takes a lot more time to do and I am now responsible for pretty much 3 individuals entire life. Kinda intimidating. Its a good thing I really love it! Anyway. I'm going to school and Im down to like 3 weeks left. And then I get an entire 3 weeks off! What am I going to do with my time? Im sure I'll figure it out.
So I got to go to go to Vernal to visit Lizz. It was a lot of fun! We went to swimming at the lake and then we got the most delightful smoothies ever! They were so good! It was good to get away.
Well I hope you are all doing great! Sorry I havent been keeping up with this! I'll be better! later!

Im Finished!!!

So Im done with school! I thought this day would never come! So to celebrate me and my awesome roommie Rebecca went and celebrated at IHOP! Great idea! I ordered more than i should have and ate almost all of it! Afterall, I was celebrating being done with finals. Greatest day of my life! Anyway, I only have to get through finals and then guess who's off for a whole week? Yep, me! Holler. Bring on the week of nothing. I cant wait! Ok, so you have to admit that I am kicking butt at this whole blog thing, right? 3 times in month? I think i just doubled my all my entires. Pretty much i'm amazing! Well, hope you're all doing magnificent! Love you!

Friends

So its the first Saturday night that i havent had to work and had nothing else to do. Sad, pathetic life i lead. i actually should be writing a 5 page paper that is due Monday...I havent even started. Lucky for me I can pull a paper out like its nothing (knock on wood) So Im writing on here instead. I pretty much just wanted to say that Im grateful for friends. I have been so blessed to have great influences in my life. Last night I went and hung out with my 2 best friends in the whole world. One is married so I was still in that awkward place of not knowing really where we stand and how much she needed me anymore. Hard place to be. But last night pretty much changed everything. We laughed so hard. It was so nice to do that. There are few people outside my family that I feel 100% comfortable with and they're it. It felt like we were in high school again. I think that's a good sign that things are the way they are supposed to be. I know things and people are changing, thats life, but Im relieved its not to the point where we cant still be ourselves around each other. Make sense? Probably not, Im just rambling. I hope all of you are well and I wish you luck in all you do. Peace!